tardspace

I have brown hair. It is a fun experience. I hate Myspace. Facebook confuses me. People are cruel.

the same but different

riley

I have been feeling extremely ill.

yeah

Insert music.

That's all I am right now.

i remember

I'm gonna ride this plane out of your life again
I wish that I could stay, but you argue
More than this I wish, you could've seen my face
In backseats staring out, the window

I'll do anything for you
Kill anyone for you

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back
In a phrase to cut these lips
I love you

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up

I've earned through hope and faith
On the curves around your face
That I'm the one you'll hold forever
If morning never comes for either one of us
Then this I pray to you wherever

I'll do anything for you
This story is for you
('Cause I'd do anything you want me to for you)
I'll do anything for you
Kill anyone for you

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I won't be coming back
In a phrase to cut these lips
I loved you

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
Until you decide to wake up

The morning will come
In the press of every kiss
With your head upon my chest
Where I will annoy you
With every waking breath
'Til you decide to wake up

ff

Been working on setting up a photography website but what is harder still is making business cards! I made a few silly ones for Jaqy with Photoshop, simple and clean. For my self, I want it all. The site I'm planning on ordering from has a box set of 100 "mini" cards. Upside is that I can use up to 100 different images. Downside(s) is/are it cuts into my photographs quite a bit, the font for the back is left wanting and the text color...not so much. Both sides, the small size of the card could be a blessing or a curse. It could be the one card that stands out amoungst the other business cards, the card that pops up in random places OR it could get lost ever so easily just like it's maker.

Ideas pour in. Narrowing my scope a little. I tend to dream BIG and never get anything done.

I saw my siblings for the first time on the computer. I get nervous when I log on to Myspace. I get nervous when I don't. I have stayed very far away. My brothers have weird head shapes, my sister has a button(pig) nose. They look very Slavic. They have the same eyes as me.

Countdown to camera ordering day should begin now! Except just a rough estimate count because it's whenever Nate works next...that sounds like Monday. I am buying the Canon 5D Mark II with the 24-105L IS..sucks cause it's a f/4 all the way through but you know what...L lens are damn good and so is full frame. I'm still going to sport the 50mm 1.8...duh. I've been saving and saving and now I'll go from 3k+ to about $250 and I am OKAY with that.

fuck America

I am so pissed I can't go to college. Filling out my FAFSA paperwork, using the estimated family income caluculator or whatever...the government REQUIRES me to list my mother since I am legally a dependent. Between my mother and I, they say we should be able to produce 2000+ a month for college. I get nothing, no money. What is NOT considered a "special circumstance" is a parent who is unwilling to sign FAFSA paperwork, a parent that is unable or unwilling to pay the estimated monthly payments. WHAT THE FUCK? She can pay maybe 300 a month...maybe...if she's nice. And frankly, if I'm in college, I wouldn't be making any money anyway.

I love how lazy assholes can go for free and I can't. Thanks America. It's either work a dead end job until I'm 50 and can afford college or go into debt before I'm 22 and work a dead end job to pay it off till I'm 50. Either way, I see that as FUCKED. Fuck you, America.